with my new lease on life, i decided to bite the bullet, stop flirting and tell the guy that's been possessing my mind lately how i felt about him...
for me, it had been building up for a few weeks and finally got to the point of no return other than driving myself nuts.. so i gave myself the weekend as a deadline. with plans set for saturday morning things were looking as tho they would fall into place, until the weather man decided otherwise. damn it. plans cancelled, frustration grew and out it blurted via text message. ekkk, not so cool.
to my surprise he seemed to take it well, not saying much and i think accepting where i was coming from as far as venting my feelings. i knew that he wasn't/isn't looking for anything commitment wise so wasn't expecting anything in return but nothing like abit of awkwardness between friends... received a lovely text message later in night saying he thinks so less of me for being straight up, it's all good and he's not worried about it... ??
where to from here, who knows but like they say - You might regret what you do but you will regret what you don't do even more so no regrets and tomorrow is another day,with that ...
do what makes you happy.
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